I made it worse! By retorting yesterday it was worse. The minute I saw my teachers reply to my email, I replied saying sorry etc. I sent her the entire conversation and I’m allowed to come in via the front entrance tommorow.
When I was born my father was not there. All my growing up he was not there. All I know is that he is African. Hence my halfafrican heritage. I have only just started an intrest now. Whenever I think about him I cannot sleep. My form tutor said something about does he know he has a child. This thought shocked me. I have a whole side of family that I do not know about. Grandparents, maybe even siblings. These thoughts are painful ones.
Well, its happened for a while now. Two years. Gay faggot and nigga. I hate it. I feel drained by carrying this on my back. I have told an adult, I decided not to tell my mother as to not worry her. The adult, my form tutor has arranged for a meeting with me and a SLT member. Its getting sorted. It surged yesterday though. He called me all kinds of stuff on kik! And I retorted. With profanity. I couldn’t sleep last night. I found it hard. Everything was swirling in
The bullying. Its mostly constant gay faggot and nigga. I’m seeing teachers on Monday about it. I’m scared. I hate being like this. The boy who is bullying me has been saying more stuff online. He blocked me in the end. This is a horrible feeling. I don’t care who reads this.
Name:Henry. Not my real name
Half caste bullied for almost two years now. Some people say I’m smart. I like school.
This blog is kinda a diary for me to express my feelings. I’m currently being bullied and I’m just going through everything so I thought I might make a blog. It may not be interesting. But it helps apparently. So I will start.